Poetic Hours
Online
Autumn 2008
Nick Clark

The Hanged Man


After I had committed my crime,
They left me alone to think
And that sentence,
Of pure imagination,
Was worse than death.

Then they took me to
A very public place
And opened up my chest,
This done so all should see
My heart beat
In defiance of them
And myself.

Those that hated me
Came to laugh,
Those that scorned me
Came to rebuke
And finally
Those that loved me
Came to pity
And gave me vinegar
For my folly.

"And now for your decision,
Honest lover"
The friends and foe united,
"Let us see if you really believe
In love's resurrection"


Chasing Wolves


Didn't your Momma never tell you
Not to go chasing the wolves
Cos mine sure told me some

She told me many times
And quite often hammered it home
With the Big Bible
We kept on the side,

The one with all the names
Of my brothers and sisters
And my Daddy's family
In the front
Even them as had died.

But I was bored
And I was young
Bored of chopping trees
And when I heard
Them wolves howling,
I took my gun and said
'Im having some of these'

And went a walking
For a long time
Stalking them beauties
And I did find
Them
Big and strong
And fur so sleek
And eyes that shone
In the moonlight
From the shadows
Where they ghosted from

So boldly I just raised my gun

And stealthily they just came on

My Daddy said
"Son,
Don't hold a gun
If you can't shoot,
And just take root
I guess that means you
Shouldn't have come"

But I'm in a spot
And they're circling round
I wish I was at home right now
Their teeth are awful big and cruel
Hey Momma
What I do right now ?



Is That Wrong ?

I still check
For missed messages,
Is that wrong ?

Sometimes,
Stupidly,
I think I see
The door open
And think

Well,
You know.

My counsellor says
It's like someone died,
Is that wrong ?

Sometimes too,
I go to the riverbank
And watch the old lady
Silently murmuring on,
A never-ending flow
Of deep and ponderous life,

And I think of us
And where she stood
And what she said
And how she smiled
When we were here,
Is that wrong ?

My counsellor says
I'm doing fine
And it's OK for me
To stand here
And stare
At the inviting blackness
So coldly tempting,
Is that wrong ?


Cheap Music


When those strings struck
'Sounds of Silence'
There was no one in the place
Save me and my memories
But all about
The other faces
In the back-lit dark
Were mouthing
Noiseless words
Whilst their eyes
Replayed
The lost years;
The lovers left,
The Old Friends forgotten,
Flitting across the screen
Like the ghosts of fast cars
On the New Jersey Turnpike,
Searching for the lost hope of youth
That was so resonant
In every note.

That is the message
Of cheap music,
The songs of the soul,
Thrown out into the world,
That we claim for our own.