Drowning in Stages
Dying is actually No one being around That can save you.
First you fall through the ice, Then you try to swim back up But the cold gets you first.
You think maybe 'I'll write a note', No, 'I'll smash The frozen lake', Too hard, And all the time You're shouting But no one hears.
Then you get the dying bit, Looking up at the world Through the sheet ice, And seeing what you will miss.
You think they'll see the break In the white world above But no one is around to see And that Is why you drown.
On Beachy Head
I swear to God I didn't jump, Dear Jesus, Don't let me die, They'll think I'm a suicide.
I'm hanging To some small branch Or twig, I don't know what, I can't see it Cos I'm hanging And looking Straight down.
I swear to you I just peered over To see that little lighthouse, It looked so small down there, Those waves rolling Far below, So far, you maybe think You couldn't even get wet.
Don't hang up Dear God, Don't hang up This is not a crazy call
I just thought you'd know What to do next.
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