Poetic Hours
Online
Autumn 2008
W B Welsh

What's That at the Bottom of the Garden ?


I buried it first,
Then she said she had,
Took me out
To show me
Mounds of soil,
Crushed down
With anger,
And grief,
For revenge.

"From now on"
she shouted,
"It stays buried"

Then we both waited
And we waited
And we waited,

And we're still waiting
Because neither of us
Believes,
It's actually over.




Doomed at the Crossroads


I stand at the crossroads
And shout
To the guide
That showed me Xanadu
And when I was not
Inspired
By its dramatic force,
They went on,
To find a more
Willing devotee.

Left me alone
To ponder on that beauty
That perfection,
That flawlessness
And just to dream
Forever more,
Where Alph ran still.

Ungrateful dog !
Had I not seen what most
Would live a hundred lifetimes
To catch but a glimpse of.

Now I am doomed to stand
And watch in case
My guide returns,
Then I will live again,
The thousand worlds
In that city of gold.



Drowning in Stages


Dying is actually
No one being around
That can save you.

First you fall through the ice,
Then you try to swim back up
But the cold gets you first.

You think maybe
'I'll write a note',
No,
'I'll smash
The frozen lake',
Too hard,
And all the time
You're shouting
But no one hears.

Then you get the dying bit,
Looking up at the world
Through the sheet ice,
And seeing what you will miss.

You think they'll see the break
In the white world above
But no one is around to see
And that
Is why you drown.





On Beachy Head


I swear to God
I didn't jump,
Dear Jesus,
Don't let me die,
They'll think
I'm a suicide.

I'm hanging
To some small branch
Or twig,
I don't know what,
I can't see it
Cos I'm hanging
And looking
Straight down.

I swear to you
I just peered over
To see that little lighthouse,
It looked so small down there,
Those waves rolling
Far below,
So far, you maybe think
You couldn't even get wet.

Don't hang up
Dear God,
Don't hang up
This is not a crazy call

I just thought you'd know
What to do next.